Sometimes when you're sitting and looking out the window, you realize that you don't know how things have gotten to that point. It's that strange time in life where everything is changing in front of your eyes. People who were once important become increasingly distant, and you crave the normalcy that you once knew. It's scary to look back at your life and how it was your life. I took for granted everything that I had, thinking that things would always be that way.
Something once coveted as my 'whole world' is morphing into another casuality of 'growing up'. I've almost gotten to the point where I'd rather be alone. Trying to cling to something that's drifting away becomes increasingly tiring and never ceases to stop the distance from growing. Well I guess I'm just finally accepting that in a few years I will be working and living someplace else, and my friends will possibly be scattered across the country. But, I'll always have room in my heart for the people that once filled it completely.
Seeing how much they've changed; how much you've changed, and how some things will never change. It's almost like meeting a new person, only to find that you have a beautiful web of history behind you.
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i miss you. ):
Asha darling, I have missed you so much do you know that? Please call me. There is so much of last year that I want to relive with you again.
can we meet up darling? pls.)x
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